sleep is for the weak

I am very very weak & in dire need of some peaceful, uninterrupted, lovely sleep. Am I asking for too much? Possibly, lol.

Our sweet Sadie baby is giving me a run for my money. She was once a good, scratch that - great, actually she really was a fantastical sleeper - it all seems so vague now. I'm holding her in my arms as I type this very post. She smells my arm in the dark to make sure it's me & she stinks her little bald head into the joint of my elbow. She is quiet & content in my arms. So really, I guess I just need to learn how to sleep sitting up. Wah.

But Ryan's right, this will soon all be a blur. And I'm going to miss the nights where I could hold my baby to sleep. And then by that time, I'm sure I would have convinced Ryan that it's time for another! Maybe. Not sure about that yet. Three would be that they out number us. Ek. Lol.

This too shall pass.
Sleep, until we're reunited again ... I'm thinking of you.