5 years.

I can hold you for a million years,

to make you feel my love

(original post: livejournal on April 6th, 2005)

I knew I should've just let him win in poker.
I knew it.

But at least my last memory of him was .. happy.
& at least he passed away in his bed beside the person he loves the most.
At least he didn't suffer.
At least.

I guess the most bittersweet about life after death is that, there is in fact, life after death.

We miss you, Tatay. Watch over us please, xo.